I'm upsidedown and inside out.
searching for a home has consumed my every waking thought, even some of my not so awake thoughts.
as soon as I laid my head on my pillow, I pulled the pale blue blanket over my body and soon jolted, proclaiming 'NO'... as I've awoken and tried to remember why I was upset and trying to defend myself in my dream, I can't recall. was it a nightmare or just thoughts that have been trying to swallow me whole? I'm hoping when I finally go to slide into my spot tonight, whatever it was, won't be there again.
I even feel crazy in my dreams.. great.