which way is up and which way is sideways

my eyes don't seem to focus as well as they used to, I can't really tell what I'm trying to see.

my days seem long and boring, dull and underwhelming. I can't seem to remember the last time, well really I just can't remember at all. my brain is working, I think, more at a sluggish pace.

I've moved and moved and moved again with my feet shuffling underneath me at all times, trying to stand my own ground. And I feel like I don't know my own place.

what a struggle.
don't forget.
the streets?

I'm pretty sure I feel a little crazy, at least today.